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Friday, August 01, 2008
8:12 PM
Basically my blog are all fer entries dat r emo or membingit kn..U won't c any happy moments here coz when i'm happy all my frens r der fer me but now when i'm down n frustrated suddenly all r either gone or busy with their own stuffs..
I was damn effing shocked to hear wild gossips about me has been spreading around fast!For those yg mulut celupah n tk bleh diam,pls do mind ur own business can?!I'm disappointed uh ade segelintir of my frens juz believe in wat dey c n hear w/o selidik dulu ape yg sebenarnya..Kirekn rapat n can clique along wif dat person makna nya aku n dat person ade s'thing on?!Wad kind of thinking is this?!Believing easily in gossips will juz make me think dat u have a short thining mind n so easily believing news blindly!Suker hati korg la eh nk uat ape n wad u want to think of me..I juz don't have e tym and cant b bothered at all!Ape yg korg dpt nk buruk2 nama org ni?
If I'm given a choice can I say that I request that der won't b any 3rd aug in the calender dis yr?I know it's not an impt date fer sum of u rite n dat same applies to me..I jus dunnoe how to go thru today w/o having to celebrate it wit e one i love..
I still rmbr exactly one yr ago when e clock strike 12 he place my bdae present in front of my door house n surprise me..in e afternoon we went fer a cable car ride only the two of us.n dats my first tym taking a cable car..Spending e tym together at mount faber together aft dat..The memories are jus so sweet to forget..
Ever cried on e nite of ur bdae?Hey guess wad?I juz did..Sounds stupid rite..Celebrating my bdae nite accompanied by e tears dat rolled down n wet my cheeks..Suddenly I jus feel lost n hopeless..Maybe is it juz me being so paranoid?Sumbody pls wake me up!I juz dun feel anything special today..In fact it's juz as if a normal day fer me..i noe dat's kinda lame rite rite..But wat to do..Juz have to wait a few more hrs fer everything to end..
I wonder y isit called HAPPY birthday in e first place when i'm nt HAPPY at all?hmm~ *ponder*