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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
1:54 AM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
to all the Muslims people no matter who and where they are!!
I noe it's kinda late..
Saya,Nur Afniyaty Bte Rafidi, ingin meminta ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki sekiranya pernah mengguris hati dengan kata2 yang tk sedap di dengar, TERkurang ajar, TERkutuk, TERmaki, TERhina etc..Sesungguhnya kata imbuhan TER itu makna nya untuk ape2 yg tidak sengaja..So skrg dh back to zero-zero k..hehe
Moga2 Allah SWT menerima segala amal ibadah kita di bulan Ramadhan,AMIN..
As for my family,there's no colour themes like other family has coz we just stay at home..
Dat's the advantages of having grandma staying with us..
The ferst two days are packed with cousins,aunties and uncles both from paternal and maternal side..
This year no more collection money fer me..*sobz*
Some still wanted to give but it's not proper for me to take as I'm already werking..
I love the atmosphere of Hari Raya as I get to eat all the delicious dish like ketupat,lodeh,rendang,serunding and ayam masak merah(my all time favourite) that is cooked by my dearest grandma..Grandma's cooking is always the best rite?Eat various types of kuih and keks..(No point losing weight during the fasting month as u'll gained it back during Hari Raya)..Getting to meet the lil cute cuzzies, seek forgiveness from the elders and the kecohness made..That adds more vibe to Hari Raya..
Mayb dat's all fer now..Up next will be all the jalan rayers n open houses to attend..Will update more about it later..Ciaoz
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
12:39 AM
Assalamualaikum semua! i'm back.. the days past by so fast that today we are on the 27th Ramadhan..I'm kind of sad actually as the month of barakah is ending so soon..It's the month of blessings whereby even when u do something sunnah but u'll receive the pahala of wajib..so imagine if you do all your wajib stuffs;u'll be getting double n double of pahala..subhanallah!I will surely miss solat terawih and the prayers (puji2an that we recite) after every terawih and witir..It's so sayu and that makes me reminisce back all my wrondoings that I've done for the past 1 whole year..I'm so thankful that i'm given the chance to meet Ramadhan;u'll never noe if we still have the chance to meet Ramadhan again the next following years..
Still remember Ramadhan last year that my mum was admitted in hospital for operation..Alhamdulillah she's fine now..So a lesson learnt;HE can take everything or anything that HE wants anytime..So better treasure all your loved ones and don't forget to bersyukur for all the luxuries, good health and everything in life coz all these is just pinjaman dariNYA semata mata..hmm sounds like syarahan Hal Ehwal Islam la plak aku ni!!haha
So as usual Ramadhan is the time whereby you'll be packed with iftar schedules here and there..I've attended quite a few iftars namely MCC iftar where i was awarded the member paling candi(hehe), STW Iftar which was held at Pasir Ris chalet, Dikir Baratis iftar which was organised by my friend;Zoul and lastly the animal kingdom iftar which they celebrated my belatedx10 birthday also..For the rest of the iftar that I didn't turn up,I apologised for that as I have my personal family commitments and terawih not to be missed..I really enjoyed all the iftar that I went..So up next will be the jalan raya scehedule..So sape nk book saya dulu kene bilang siang2 tau..haha
Gonna miss this colleague of mine..Now I have no member to eat lunch and talk craps!!uurrgghh
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
2:04 AM
It's been very busy lately. During the last week of June holidays has been assigned to do invigilation for Sec 4 Prelims. I pitied the girls. Their holidays are burnt for preparation and to study for their papers. 1 whole week straight need to report work at 730 am!
Right after the invigilation week was the Asian Youth Games event. It’s also a 1 week straight event which ended like 8pm everyday. I got sick due to the hectic schedule till my VP asked me to see a doctor as I sneeze and coughed badly. Overall AYG was fun as you can get to see the various athletes from Asian competing. Congrats to Cedar girl who clinched a bronze medal for the country. We are really proud of u! On top of that we also receive lots of goodies and freebies! But there's a bit hiccups here and there.
Coming after the AYG will be the NDP training schedule. I'm down on duty for almost every week. That means one of my weekends is burnt and I'm only left with Sunday to rest. The weather was so hot last Sat till I got really bad sunburn on my back. My skin looks red and cooked. Feel kind of lethargic but enjoyable at the same time as I get the privilege to watch the whole show including the fireworks. Met the dikir barat performers and most of my friends were there. So we talked and camwhored Met with my ex also as he's part of the Guard-Of-Honour contingent. Da lama seh tk nampak dia.. Cool or wad get to meet lots of people here and there.
But on top of everything, during the weekdays after work and including Sunday I have to attend trainings for the upcoming competition. That means my every single day is occupied with stuffs, so when is my resting day? Haiz.. One more thing, come down for trainings if I can gain something from it I dun mind la. But imagine till today I still haven't got my fixed beats. Kalau nk amek jalan senang and play simple plak takut tak smp expectation shifu. Tkpe la comp is still in a months time wad. Arrghh~ Stress and pressured seh. Seriously now I really feel like backing out. No feel for the set also. Is it just me or what? I hate this kind of feelings man! Somebody please help me!!!How I wish to be part of the cengkeriks.. haiz ~
Random pic of me and amira at cross-country running 3.5km. C'mon let's start leading a healthy lifestyle and burn that fats offeveryone! heehee..till we meet again =)
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Friday, January 16, 2009
1:45 AM
Friendship is a personal relationship shared between each friend for the welfare of others, in other words, it is the relationship of TRUST, faith and concern for each other feelings. A friend is one who knows you as a person and regards you for what you are and not what he or she is looking in a good friend. There are some friendships which might end with unresolved conflicts and tiffs which means that these type of relationship were not so strong that could hold on their own in adversity and bad times. One might come across numerous number of friends in his life but there are very few who will be there during your ups and down. A true friendship does not consist of huge number of friends you keep but it is valued by its worth and capability to hold you and stand by you in all phases of life.
Backstabbers someone who doesn't care about you and has ulterior motives for everything they do that involves you. It is to betray a friend by doing something“behind your back” that would harm you in any way. In dealing with backstabbers there's only one thing I've learned those bitches are only powerful when your back is turned..
ps: sape mkn cili DIA lah terasa pedas nyer.. dun tink all these while aku diam, aku tk tau pape.. harap kan muke je lawa tapi perangai mcm gini? ape ko dpt buat aku mcm gini? puas hati ko skrg?! is dis wad u call kawan atau lawan?
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Tuesday, December 09, 2008
12:34 AM
Slamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha kepada semua umat Islam! Wake up at 630 am to prepare myself for the Hari Raya Prayers.. Sayu rasa nya bila mendengar takbir berkumandang..I went to Masjid An-Nahdha at Bishan wif my 3rd sis,granny n my uncle.. Juz wanna wish for all yg menjalankan ibadah Haji di Mekah(especially my makcik2&pakcik2) supaya pulang dgn selamat dan mendapat haji mabrur..Amin~The preparations is not so grand fer this rayer..My family juz cook the usual menu like ketupat,lodeh,ayam masak merah,rendang n ayam goreng..+ bbq satay kambing..yum yum~sori BIRI coz ku mkn sedara ko..hehe
All these happen bcoz of a misinterpretation n sum KPO mouth..But i didn't noe that I'm so HINA till u can't even c my face?*hina n buruk sgt ke aku ni?*I noe where I stand..I noe that i'm in no match wif u..Tk sepadan la kate org melayu..U r too good fer me..Tapi dosa ke kalau aku menyayangi seseorang?Is it a sin fer me to wait fer sumone dat i really love?If it is,sumbody pls do tell me n make me realise it..Haiz~Sum of my frens keep asking me to move on coz u r not worth the wait but i still dun bother of wad dey say..My mum n sum of my friends even try to match make me wif sum guys but i'm juz not interested coz my feelings fer u is too strong..At first I thot y dey dun understand my feelings but now i realize y dey ask me to do dat..They dun want to c me suffer n live my life in misery all the way..A few days back I saw this bike sumwhere near my blk n i really thot it was u..I juz cant keep my eyes of that bike n the owner whose lying down on the bike..But my mum says dats it was just my hallucination n all these happen coz i kip thinking of u so much..
N therefore i conclude that from today onwards I've moved on wif my own life..Alhamdulillah perselisihan faham antara kita dh terlerai akhirnya..I feel so relief now..Phew~
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
2:12 AM
Hi I'm juz feeling lonely n down now..Thanx to dis blogger dat i can vent n pour out everything here..I'm juz tired n exhausted..I'm tired to act n put on a drama everytime n everyday..Forcing myself to smile but deep inside i'm crying..Forcing myself to laugh eventho the feeling of happiness has long left me..Forcing myself to look OK n be cheerful but deep inside i'm so hurtful and in pain..Its been nearing to 6 months i'm in this kind of state but I juz persevere with the pain..No one noes n feel the way i am rite now,hanya Tuhan saje yg tahu how I go thru my life all this while..Never ever I feel dis way before..why dis tym round?Everyone's excited when it cums to Friday but not fer me..They have their own friends or loved ones to go out with..Well for me,sumtymes I do make appointments to go for facial n massage ON MY OWN!Just to release stress and fill up my own tyme..Emo or wad?So UNEXPECTED of me to go out all by myself(selalu nye mesti kene ade org temankn)huh no choice..All this while,I juz keep quiet but till when?There's a limit to my patience..I'm not complaining but I juz feel too heavy carrying the burden n pain all by myself..Where r all my frenz?*ponderz*do i have any at the ferst place or have all gone to him n having enjoyment behind my back..Hanya melalui DOA aku meminta dan merayu kepadaMU..Hanya titisan airmata lah yg sentiasa menemani dan menjadi saksi di setiap hari2 ku(n i tink dats one of the reason y the cleaner say now I have dark circles around my eyes like kungfu PANDA)..
Sedih ku sakitku ku terima;
ku rela ku pasrah jalan ku;
ini suratan aku dicoba ;
demi rahmatmu ku memohon.
Ya Allah redhai ketulusan hati;
Ya Allah beri aku ketabahan;
Ya Allah aku sanggup berkorban;
Demi rahmatmu Ya Allah.
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Tuesday, September 09, 2008
9:28 AM
Assalamualaikum(chey mentang2 puasa) semua,gedebup(oops internal joke)!..Firstly puji syukur kepada Allah SWT kerana sekali lgk aku diberi peluang utk bertemu dgn bln yg penuh barakah,iaitu bulan Ramadhan.But this tyme round feel quite diff.Celebrating bulan puasa n raya solo n single mingle.I envy my frens dat planning to buy a couple baju kurung.haiz~(emo la plak aku ni) but really i'm so the not looking 4ward fer dis yr's hari raya..
Actually since e 2nd day of fasting I already start to feel unwell but not as bad as yesterday.It's my 2nd sis fault for spreading the germs to me.Padahal I eat my panadol everyday but the funny thing is dat my condition turn from BAD to WORSE!I'm having a really bad FLU,COUGH,SORETHROAT n HEADACHE.When i'm having all these,my eyes sure guarantee plus chop will turn watery n red.The students n teachers keep asking wads wrong with me coz they thought i'm crying n i look pale..haiz~My parents keep asking me to consult doc since it'll be covered under my company but i still refused..Thanx fer all e concern ya people.It's kinda of quite diff when u r sick while fasting..Mayb this is just a small test from HIM dat i need to go through..But eventho I'm unwell I'll still drag myself to terawih(cendol asyik nk meleleh je oops) n tadarus(ngaji sengau2)hehe.Thanks to Kak Midah(science lab asst) for letting me pray in the Science Lab office..So Alhamdulillah perkara2 yg wajib tk diabaikan..
In addition dis yr ade perubahan sikit wif my family..We will b doing tadarus together as a family after solat terawih..Each of us will take turn to read..Really hope to Qatam(complete) reading the Qur'an before the fasting month ends..We also practise solat subuh berjemaah every morning in the hall..I can see and feel that my family bond is getting closer and stronger by doing all these practices..yeayness!Berkat bulan yg penuh suci ini..
I think dat's all fer now..Gotta take a rest n hope to get well soon..Insya Allah..Looking forward to all the upcoming iftars.(up on the list will be iftar wif CCPEs,SRW,SSR,MCC,Adiratna etc..)